Teck is die on 22/9/2006 then reincarnation then suffer from miscarriage dead again, finally reincarnation again. last week budget chalet. dam interesting. go chalet come back fitter liao nt fatter. haha. doing some excerise, but some ppl sleeping nv play with us poker. haha. come back arm pain. whole body pain.
Monday, sch reopen see time table, wah song, take one modual, thur no sch. but next week time table change again. then yesterday take result slip, nb teacher gek me, say wat his heart pian. i am the highest marks at the exam but cant get 4. cos of that fuking mr chan. circuit e nv do drop me to Grade C. at least give B la. cb. now the modual he also teach but lucky is practical. one week one time.
Gt ppl belong to b boys, i belong to C boys, tf, me and gz pes C for medical check up, and my grade also C. we are C BOYS
Friday, September 22, 2006
Leaving this world soon.....
less than one week smoke 3 pack of hun ki and so many cup of coffee, i really broke this week. spend so much money... and see a sea or my house window. thinking tat if jump down would i still alive? if nt then will i forget all the things? but no man, i must think of my family......
if really leave this world, who going take care them when they old? i cant be so selfish. tml maybe will be the 4th packet of hunki... how i wish i lost all memory.. the world is the end for me. i have heard ppl use pen knife to cut themself but i wont do this stupi things, later gt scar it make u forever remember hw u get it......... does 5th story at my house will die when jump down? who knows? god knows... how i wish i like a retarded ppl. which no trouble at minds. or monks which can help ppl in this world...... or maybe god? help ppl with problems etc....... my feeling is dead now.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................
32hours nv sleep till now
First early morning went out walk around slack, walk to interchnage take mrt to pars ris then take back to bt batok. while on train keep on thinking and thinking. then reach bt batok liao eat breakfast at MAC then buy hunki then go s11 drink kopi. then walk to 280 kopitiam drink again.. smoke smoke smoke till finish one whole pack. this my 3rd pack in this week. and donno how many cups of coffee, then while on the way back, frends called me to ask me go town. feel like don wanna go but it nitec frend, long time nv see. so decided to go. go home online a while, take bathe then get rdy to go.
Reach town after meet them, go walk walk see see, see quite many couple, thinking that will they last? also think that world so unfair. guy look ugly, gal chio or another way round, gal ugly guy yan dao. think first place i should nt come here. then go far east and eat dinner, only eat a little. then decide to gome home. reach bt batok feel like don wanna go home so early, so went to 280 kopitiam and order one bottle of beer. wtf. i drink so fast don even know. then reach home just 9pm so watch tv then now blogging. now feeling headach and fever, feeling so cold. stomach pain. cough.. etc.. think it time for me to leave this world............ good bye............
cant sleep for days.........
Cant sleep well after the chalet! now feeling so alert. keeping on thinking and thinking. there is so rare or maybe no more gal in this world under my list. Since she is that kind of person. being with her in the end sure will break up de. so why nt long hurt better than less hurt. Promise that from today on wards i Giv up on her. and don trust realtionship! just like no wan can be trusted! know a gal in one years is nt enough to know her well. i have see many teenage treat realtionship like a game. some gals also change stead like chaning clothes, some gals have over 40++++ ex bf. wtf is this..... some gal know a guy less than 24 hrs then stead, just like CMI that fuking bitch. Love is nt a game can play if u wan ply. after game over sure one people will get hurt. Love is CARE, CONCERN,UNDERSTANDING,REASONABLE ETC..... Really feel that i could sleep forever and cant wake up, then there is no sadness, etc.... Just wanna act strong in front of frends. really nid some time to get over it. from chalet till now smoke 2 packet of hunki. don really trust realtionship anymore. just now went to frendster view all people some looks good but in the end i nv add a single person. maybe i going delte my msn and frendster ppl. only rl frends will stay. see how first ba. somegals looks chio but their character? Never judge a book by it cover! for example if u see a food is nice doesnt mean it taste good. or if the food is expensive also does mean taste good. really feel very numb. i Have no feeling all of a sudden. think tml going to buy some beer or pandol to make me sleep. or wonder around outside smoke all the way......................... after tml, LEE TECK SING is dead on 22/09/2006 Time: 3.35am...............................................................................................................................IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII I I RIP I I LEE TECK SING II DOB: 26/05/1987 I I death: 22/09/2006 II RIP II II IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIListenOverlookValueEncourageLee teck sing will be reborn on 25/09/2006 and will be a new LEE TECK SING! he will be a fuker and a suxer ppl! don be shock if he get angry over a small thing or give attitdue. he will be totally a different person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ENDED HERE. going to pay a visited to hell~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
